Monday, November 24, 2008

Success Delievered Within

The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

--R. Frost


I believe it was fall semester of 10th grade when i first read this poem, and coincidentally monster.com used it in their Superbowl add that year also.


The road less traveled could be any avenue in life, really. I for one choose to relate it to the music industry and hip hop artists. Let me first begin by saying hip hop culture is very much alive still and steady pushing through the unsung hero's that support the local art, artist and movement in their area and nationwide.

Major labels feel they have some type of control over hip hop because they see it as a business commodity. They can manipulate the masses to drink certain beverages , wear specific clothing, dress, act, walk, talk, etc., by having artist mention it in songs. On one hand we see a rich cultural identity turn into a materialistic label, and buying into the souljaboi's, lil jons, and other mindless music...but its the people buying the records that manipulate where hip hop goes. Without money to fund your art...the art soon vanishes. I give it up to the souljaboi's and lil' jons because they make music that makes people want to move, and that's cool because they are doing what they set out to do...make people happy. But what about the people in hip hop that actually made thought provoking records and still bump like Little Brother, Living Legends, Tribe, Slum Village, Strange Fruit Project, Common, pac, pharsyde, mos def/talib and so on and so on.

For my generation to the next generation...being first hand in the classroom with students as a teacher and as a student i see that our schools are plagued with lazy thinkers. Its a painful reality that our future lies in the hands of today's youth, and we're not investing nearly enough time into them.

Being young to the industry, i still speak as though I'm not affected by the inherent affects of what the people want, and to some degree its not true. At this point in my career the music i make and the music i write is from the heart. real life experiences from a confused kid that's trying to figure his world out. But I've seen dudes start out on the same path as me...and i see them now 5 or 6 steps ahead and their mentality changes. the industry can make the warmest souls turn cold hearted. To go from "I'm about the music" to "fuck you, pay me. " ..and it has nothing to do with them not loving their career, but everything to do with not being able to survive of making music that is...well, thought provoking.

"i write for my life because I'm scared of a 9 to 5"

but what happens when passion doesn't put food on the table or pay the rent?




Monday, November 17, 2008

Worst Enemy

I am definitely my own worst enemy, and critic. I over-think, over-analyze, demand perfection the first time...when really...nothing is every perfect the first time. Sadly that isn't just my own opinion but has been pointed out to me on numerous occasions.

Being a perfectionist is cool at times, but when it gets to the point when nothing is getting accomplished because what you have just doesn't seem good enough...then there's a problem. I could list all the things i have that need to be done, but aren't complete yet because I'm not happy with them.

This blog for example...i think i have three or four blogs written that haven't published yet...but that's just because i haven't gotten around to finishing them :)

Then there is my EP I've been working on. I have 5 songs ready to go and be recorded, and i have performed live by the way, but something just isn't quite right bout them...usually the hook.

A few poems i have...quite a few actually, i start and never finish them unless i am going to be performing one.

Any, let me get to the point of this blog. I have come to terms with one of my biggest faults, over-thinking. The only way i will ever see my progression is if i have something to show for right now and can look back on it. Whether it be with music, poetry, business...progress doesn't come without learning from mistakes...I must be content with what i have accomplished at the moment and understand that i can always add to it later...improve it and ideally make it better.

Posting this blog is a big step forward since I've been working on it for the last two days.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Pop goes the weasel

because the weasel goes pop...

I don't want this to turn into a Peter Griffin's "You know what really grinds my gears.." type of deal but i may have my moments in which I'll need to vent.

I'm fairly opinionated, i pick and choose my battles...but that's neither here nor there.

I'm not hoping for much out of this blog, just a place to lay out some of my thoughts that get the best of me sometimes. I've been told I'm an "over thinker," and its true.

and of course  let you in on some the projects I'm working on at the moment.


there will be more to come.


be safe,
randy z.